I am taking a lot of deep breaths today.  I’m sad and I’m teary.  Nothing has happened, per say, I just feel the heaviness of my situation today.  I didn’t sleep well and I know that things seem worse when I’m over-tired…I keep shaking my head wondering if this last year has been a bad dream.  It hasn’t.  It’s all real, very real.  As I read emails from my son’s psy doc saying ‘we are losing valuable time’, I cringe with a feeling of being out of control.  I’m helpless to help my son.  So my head shakes and my eyes tear up….



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