Well, well – it has been a VERY long time since I wrote anything here.
I really should go back an re-read my last entry.
Life is moving slowly and I love it. I’m not looking too far ahead and certainly trying to not look back.
I have trust issues that I work on daily. I am treasuring family dinners, texts, silly photos, hugs, nighttime chats, small celebrations, thanking God for my trials because I feel strong. Riding the waves of life and trying to not get sea sick.
I need encouragement and hope today.
I’m editing….I just found this and it’s helping.
It’s Saturday morning and I’m feeling two distinct emotions.
I’m leaving for a Mexico in 24 hours, hence the excitement.
My son is still in jail awaiting his transfer to the rehab facility, which is where the trepidation comes in. I’ve said before; I want to be there when he is transferred, I want to hug him and touch his cheeks and hair. I know my sadness for missing that opportunity will be powerfully overwhelming, but: I may not miss it, he may not move while I’m gone. So with that said…
With this attitude I can go on my trip without feeling the heaviness of this situation, knowing that I may miss my chance to hug him. I can arrive with a lightness that Gods got this and that he’ll do what is best for all of us. Quite often I have to remind myself of this….saying this over and over in my mind. I hope you can adjust your sails as well today!